So a few of you have asked how I have been doing since I last posted this prayer request. Pretty Ironic I tell you…
For about 2 months after that post things were wonderful, mostly because I was too busy to have time to do anything else but work. I thought it was great though because I wasn’t even tempted, work was going by so much quicker and I felt alot better with my performance in the workplace.
Now… for about a month, as my wedding is creeping up I am very easily distracted by all of the things going on in my head. The things I have to do, things I have to get done, things I have to research… etc. You think I could just wait until my lunch break right?? NO. Of course not. My laziness is not as extreme as it was before, but I am becoming sneaky (I dont like sneakiness). I am really good at telling who is walking down the hall by their foot steps so I know when it is time to minimize the page.
I have had a couple victories lately. Only yesterday actually, but it is a start! I just keep praying about it and trying various applications to stop it. I am failing right now actually because I am at work writing this blog =0)
So anyway, it is pretty annoying at I get really frustrated about it but I know that God has me in this place for a reason and eventually there will be growth. Hopefully.
