“She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life.”

Could I do him better if I stopped working?

Eeek.

This is something that Ryan and I have begun to pray about.

 From the first few days that I became a Christian God  transformed my desires (duh). One specifically- I went from wanting to get my PHD in Child Psychology, work full time while my children are in Day Care and making “way more money than my family ever did” to wanting to be a stay at home mother. Weird ey?  =0)

Well, there have been a few events that have been making us think about this option- for me to quit my job and stay home to take care of our home, my husband and my soul. Due to Fear of man and not trusting God, there are many excuses I could come up with that would write this off as a big fat “NO”, but I feel like God might be saying something different. Ugh! 

 Don’t get me wrong… I would not find joy in anything other than having this wonderful opportunity, but I would have to step out of my comfort zone and fully give things up that my flesh just really does not like doing. AND I would much rather tell people I am leaving because I am pregnant (Lord wiling, one day) than telling them I am leaving because I feel like God is calling me to my home and my husband…

If you wouldn’t mind praying for us and praying that God would give Ryan and I clear confirmation as to whether God truly is calling us to make this change- much appreciated!