WTF 2019

I have not written in a hot minute!

That is because 2017-2019, my life turned upside down. I have been in a negative frame of mind and I didn’t want to take everyone down with me. I have always enjoyed sharing my life; my experiences, my failures and embarrassing moments… I have even enjoyed sharing my losses with you. However, I have been in a bubble of grief and what my Doctor calls “Let-Down”. So. I didn’t want to go there. I couldn’t go there.

I am here now. And all of have to say is- WTF!!!

LOL

Here is a brief summary for you…

2017- Still Birth
2018- Sick Mother moves in
2018- Puts house on the market
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2019
-Son has debilitating Anxiety that continues to worsen (Pro- we have an official diagnosis!)
-Moves in with In-laws (with sick Mother)
-Mother has surgery and goes to Rehab Center, never comes back home
-Decided to buy “Fixer-Upper”
-Mother dies
-After someone dies stuff
-Son stuff
-Remodeling a house stuff
-Still living with In-laws (we love them, so grateful, hard to not have your own space for so long)
-Moves mid-summer
-20 minutes from gym= no regular physical activity= ###
-Kids start at new school (pro and con)
-Prozac
-Mental Health
-Church Stuff
-Does my Husband really know me? (see Mental Health)
-Cheerleading
-Still can’t get pregnant. Foster? Adopt? Praying for contentment!
-Home coming together, yet still lots of work to be done (lots of boxes and lots of dust)
-German visitor for a month! <<hearts>>
-Christmas
-Who am I and what am I doing with my life?
-We got curtainsssss!

2020 Focus- Healing my body and my mind!

Some of these things I am going to come back and write about. I am excited to write about them. Writing again is part of my healing.

But for now, I have to go clean my house and fold laundry since my kids are back in school.

Until I return, I will leave you with this photo of my heart.

=)