Cravings vs. Aversions

My Aunt Trish wanted me to do a post on cravings but I honestly haven’t had any yet. Nope, no craving what so ever.

Instead I have been blessed with the all day nausea bug (baby) that has turned my love for food into a deep deep hatred. Every single dag-on thing that I would love to eat right now is making my stomach turn. I have had nothing but cereal, bagels and granola bars for the past 5 days (okay, so I have managed to suck down a few more things but for the most part, this is pretty accurate). If you are thinking, well at least you get to eat that, let me just tell you that the average amount of food that my stomach allows me to keep without intensifying this sickening feeling is about 1/4 of my usual food intake. I AM STARVING!!!! WAWAWA I WANT TO EAT!     

Let me tell you friends, this is ridiculous! I have never in my life experienced something so strange. Can you tell me why Pizza and Pizza without cheese are so different? One makes me queasy, one does not. How come Grilled chicken (which is my favorite thing in the world) is  making me gag while this Chik-fil-a Original Chicken Sandwich (fried=death) staring at me is making my mouth water? gulp. Why can I eat an orange (Amen I was able to eat something with nutrition) but banana’s are a no no? People, I just don’t understand. And, don’t get me started on liquids!

Actually, this is also all making me kind of worried. Right now our child is in the development stage, it needs lots of nourishment and I can barely eat at all. I am pretty sure I have lost about 3-4 pounds this week. Everyone keeps telling me to just eat what I can eat but it doesn’t help me feel better about the fact that I am not taking care of my baby (or babies) like I should be. =(

 

Not to add to the “Whoa is Me, Cry Me a River”  thing I have going on right now but I also have Bronchitis. I can not breath and I can’t stop coughing. I can only take Robitussin to helpwith the cough but nothing to open my lungs (not allowed inhalers)… please pray for me. I am tired of being sick. I am sure that Ryan would agree that he is tired of it too! hehe

Baby Price at Week 9

I will find out today (hopefully) exactly how far along I am. So, at this point, we think we are at 9 weeks… I will let you know tomorrow.

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What’s going on this week? Baby Price is nearly an inch long — about the size of a grape or an olive— and weighs just a fraction of an ounce. It is starting to look more and more human. “It’s”  essential body parts are accounted for, though they’ll go through plenty of fine-tuning in the coming months.  Our baby’s heart finishes dividing into four chambers, and the valves start to form — as do his tiny teeth. The embryonic “tail” is completely gone. Baby’s organs, muscles, and nerves are kicking into gear. The external sex organs are there but we won’t be able to distinguish as male or female for another few weeks.

Note:I take it back- I don’t wish I felt prego. Starting Saturday evening, the queasiness began. Today (Monday)  I am feeling a little better but I think this is due to the Saltines that I have been steadily eating . Every single thing I think about eating is making me feel nauseous except for the thought of fruit snacks, bagels and crackers (not buttered crackers like Ritz, only Saltines). This is strange. I don’t know how I am going to make Ryan dinner if everything I look at, smell or see makes my stomach turn. Thank the Lord I have not thrown up yet. I HATE throwing up. Please Lord let this be the extent of my “morning sickness” ( though, mine is a 1pm-7pm kinda thing).

Baby Price: Week 8

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What’s going on this week? Our baby is now 5/8 of an inch long, about the size of a Kidney bean or Raspberry.  Webbed fingers and toes are poking out from  baby’s hands and feet, his eyelids practically cover his eyes, breathing tubes extend from his throat to the branches of his developing lungs, and his “tail” is just about gone. His arms have lengthened, too, and his hands are now flexed at the wrist and meet over his heart. His knee joints have formed, and his feet may be long enough to meet in front of his body. In his brain, nerve cells are branching out to connect with one another, forming primitive neural pathways. Our baby is really growing , putting on about a millimeter every day and continuing to straighten out in the trunk. Though I can’t feel it yet, baby is moving those little arms, legs and (now only slightly) webbed fingers and toes like crazy!

Note :I have not been experiencing any significant pregnancy symptoms this week. I am grateful but at the same time, I kind of wish I felt pregnant.

cutest little thing

When I got home from work yesterday I found a package resting against our apt. door.

This is what was inside…

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 Ryan and I both graduated from Parkville High School- The Knights are the school mascot there. You could say that is where everything started.

I was a Cheerleader, so maybe we will have a little girly girl wearing this. Ryan played Baseball, so maybe there will be a cute little tough guy snuggling in it?!

Now, we probably will absolutely not send our children there when they are old enough to attend High School but, how cute is that?!

A few things crossed my mind when I pulled this thing out of the bag: 1) How Cute! 2) Look how little, I didn’t know they were actually that small! 3) Something that big will be in my stomach? You mean something that big will come out of…. ?!?

With this being our first official piece of clothing, the first of many of these questions come… Where the heck are we going to put it?!

 

*Thanks to the Birmingham’s for this cute little gift!

Not Really Sure.

Honestly, I am not exactly sure whether I am 7 weeks or 8. There has been some confusion about this and since I am still pretty early, it is  hard to tell exactly how far along I am (this is why it is important to track you period- oops). We will hopefully find out for sure at my doctors  appointment next week. So, if the next time you check in you see the week 9 update instead of the week 8, that is the reason.

Baby Price at Week 7

No silly, “it” doesn’t really look like a Blueberry, “it” is just the size of one.

What is happening this week?  Hands and feet are emerging from developing arms and legs — although they look more like paddles at this point than the tiny, pudgy extremities you’re used to seeing. Technically, my baby is still considered an embryo and has something of a small tail, which is an extension of “it’s” tailbone. The tail will disappear within a few weeks, but that’s the only thing getting smaller. Our baby has doubled in size since last week and now measures half an inch long, about the size of a blueberry.

 

Weekly Factoid: There is a less than 2% chance that I (or anyone) can have twins naturally (meaning, without fertility treatments).

Why Do I Want Twins?

Why in the world would I want twins you may ask? Well, here are a few reasons…

1. I have wanted to have twins since before I even knew what marriage and having babies was all about. I remember wanting at least 5 sets, I  even had all of their names picked out- ha-ha. Well, reality kicked in a bit and I guess I could settle with one pair.

2. Twins run in my family big time- There are four sets on my Dads side and one set on my mothers side. I think it would be really cool to continue the “tradition”.

3. Ryan and I have agreed to have five Children  so having 1 set of twins would limit my pregnancies from 5 to 4. =0)                                                   

4. I do not want any child to be an only child for any amount of time. One reason is because I won’t have to worry about them not having someone else to play with  and I was the oldest child and only child for about 5 years and man… talk about Oldest Child Syndrome (I would like to try and deflect that one at all costs!).

5. They are darn cute!

6. I could possibly be put on bed rest so I would get to quit work sooner. Terrible, I know. I am somewhat joking. Maybe.

 

Today at my second check-up I told my doctor that we have been praying for twins and my Doctor looks at me, giggles and sighs: “Twins are hard. You will be really big and uncomfortable, you will get high blood pressure and Diabetes and possibly have a higher risk of an early delivery.”

That makes having twins sound a whole lot less appealing!

But, what my Doctor doesn’t know is that the Lord will take care of me. Even if I do have all of these issues I do not have to fear because I know that He is with me. He is in control and He has planned this for me since before the beginning of time.  His grace is sufficient. Whatever the Lord chooses to bless us with (twins, one, triplets, dogs, fish…), we will be perfectly happy and grateful and praise him still for all of the blessings He has given us.

We’re Expecting!!

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That’s right, the rumors are true- Ryan and I are expecting our first child together. 

No, we weren’t trying to get pregnant but the Lord has other plans for us. We are both really excited though, I am kind of freaked out; there is actually a little thing growing inside of me and I haven’t the first clue as to what to do. It is amazing. I thought I knew way more about all of this stuff until it is actually happening. 

So I will skip the sappy boring stuff and get right to the stuff everyone wants to know: How did we find out?

I haven’t had my period for about 2 months and I have taken about 10 (literally) PG tests since then and they have all been negative. I wasn’t thinking that I was prego because well… ANYWAY, Tuesday morning Ryan asked me to get up and take another test stating “I have a good feeling about this”. Side note: Ryan LOVES children and has wanted me to get pregnant since week two of our marriage. Me on the other hand… So I take the test and what do you know… a very faint, almost unbelievable pink line shows up. Holy Crap! I took two more tests the day after that and the lines only got darker- And that is when my stomach dropped and I started freaking out. 

I went to the doctor on Friday morning for my first official test. As I walk in the door I can’t help but notice all of the pregnant people in the waiting room and the piles of baby magazines spread all over the table. I really can’t believe this is happening! Anyway, I go in, tell the doc my symptoms, give blood, do an exam and the unthinkable comes out of his mouth: “Well, looks like you are about six weeks. Call Monday for your tests results and we will schedule your first OB apt. after that”. With a look of amazement I say to him: “So, I am actually pregnant, like, this is really happening?!” He said, “Ha-Ha, Yes it is! Don’t worry, next week you will be so sick and have really tender____ and it will feel real to you”. Exactly what I wanted to hear.

So here I am today. Sunday morning, awaiting  my departure to church where I imagine we are going to be bombarded with people and questions… mostly because my excited little sister posted the news on facebook about 2 seconds after we gave them the news. So, if that is how you had to find out, sorry I wasn’t able to tell you myself.  

Ryan is the most excited person in the world right now smiling ear to ear.  As for myself, I don’t really believe this is happening- AHHHH! I’m pregnant! There is a thing (hopefully things) inside of me, I might get sick, I can only eat fruit, I better start working out, how are we all going to fit in this little bedroom, stretch marks, breast feeding, crying- oh how i love my sleep, laundry, puke… I guess you could say I am excited too! =0)

 

Guest Blogger… Jessi

Hi everyone… or just maggie.. depending on if anyone else reads this lol.. Sooo Janet has asked me to be a guest blogger… by the way I had no idea this little blogging world existed and its pretty cool… Anyways, So prayer in my life is what Jan Jan wanted me to talk about. Well, last spring, for whatever reason.. Im pretty sure I heard it in a message or something (I think when Grace Community was focusing on evangelism or something), but forwhatever reason I believe that God really just layed on my heart that I needed to be praying for my unsaved family and friends. Not just praying every so often, but like all the time. Well, first I think he just really started giving me a burden for my friends and family, and I kept thinking, ” ok, so how am I, gonna convince them that they need a savior?”  At some point during the spring of 08 God was gracious enough to show me that duh– it’s not me that is going to change their hearts but it’s God who is the only one who can be the revealer. DUH! Im so stupid! Well, despite my arrogance and stupidity, God still used me to evangelize through prayer. So after this realization, (oh, and Im pretty sure this was the time the prayer wall came into effect) I made up a list of people that I wanted to start praying for. It was kinda a big list and i was starting to think that it was to much to be praying for and God was gonna have a hard time accomplishing it.. well also this was a dumb assumption… really it was just me being lazy and not wanting to have to spend that much time praying.   Anyways, I made a list that had: Josh Price, Ashley (my cousin), Kristin (a work friend) Sarah and Mel, Lauren (other friends), my family (Ashley’s immed fam) and Mr. Larry (Mel’s Dad). So that was my list. The more I realized that I wasn’t going to be the one to change them and God was the only way, the more I was determined to pray for them. I started praying for them the next day.. oh and this was right before New Attitude… I began praying for hours at work and just went down the list. Oh– also on the list a “starred” four people on the list that I felt like God really wanted me to focus on and concentrating most of the prayer first. — So, I just kept praying everyday and I started looking at my day like.. “ok, I can pray here, here, and here.. and just got myself into the habit of praying whenever I wasn’t talking to other people. My job at the time did allow a lot of that because i was cleaning cages for like 3 hours every morning… so that was a blessing. I started my picking out specific things  i knew about them and i tried to see where I thought they were in relation to God and how they felt or if they felt about him. From there I just kept building on the prayers. For example, my friend Mel ( who has lived across the street my whole life and were basically sisters), wasn’t really interested in God or church or anything at all. We hung out but she lived her life and I lived mine. She had boyfriend that was just really driving her further and further away from friends, family, and anything related to God. So I started praying that If it were God’s will that he would just strip her of any comfort (her BF) and that he would just bring her to rock bottom if thats what it took for her to see her need for a savior. I prayed that she would begin confiding in me and talking to me about her life. I prayed that if it was Gods will he would take her BF away and drive to the arms of God. Her relationship was not healthy, and she wasn’t happy at all, but it was something that when you get to deep into it’s hard to get out of. So, as time passed she began coming across the street to tell me her problems and what was going on with marc. When that happened I was like wow ok, soemthings going on. Then after a couple months they broke up. Which was amazing because I just didn’t think that was gonna happen. So I just kept praying for her. She immediately came over my house and started hanging out with me everyday as she was getting though this break up. I kept thinking.. “Why me? why not her other friends?” I knew God was doing something. Anyways.. about prayer… I kept praying and praying and praying… ( I also was praying for other people on the list but I wanted to share how i meant I was praying in specifics for people). Basically I just kept praying… and I will tell you what, I have NEVER seen the Lord work in so many people so fast and so amazingly. I mean I literally can barely believe it. The people on my list that were starred– Josh.. he got saved at New Attitude.. Kristin.. she was saved in the beginning of that summer.. Ashley.. THANK THE LORD! I love her and is such a blessing to me!– Just was saved at YA  ’09!! Freaking awesome!.. and Mel.. the Lord is working so much in her life.. She has not quite repented and given her heart to the Lord, but isssss soooo close! She is to the point where she has said she wants to be saved and she wants the Lord to meet her… She has more questions.. but I am confident that God has her exactly where he wants her ( lol that sounds creepy but you get what I am saying.) So those are the people I concentrated on the most.. the other people on my list (Mr. Larry, Ashley’s family, Lauren, and Sarah) I have def seen the Lord doing something in some way.. Mr. Larry and his wife Mrs. Marry now come to church and Mr. Larry is taking the Alpha course. Ashley’s family is coming around and we have many more convos about the Lord and church with them. Her little sister is extremely interested and comes with Ash some times. Her Mom
(Susan) has commented on how Ashley is completely different and has changed her attitude toward her family completely. I know God is working in them and I will continue to pray. Also, I know this has absolutely nothing to do with me and I am so grateful and blessed to have God using me in this way of evangelizing… I really would encourage anyone who is interested to make a list and start praying specifically about each person.. and remember no list is to big.. if you think it’s to much.. then test it out and you will be amazed! Also, when you started praying more and more it’s really just an awesome habit to get into. I LOVE prayer and im pretty sure it’s the only way I get through the day.. cuz I would be a freak with out it and it and freak out about life in general if I couldn’t talk to God about everything… Ok, so I think thats all for now.. maybe more later.. and hopefully I’ll keep you posted on my list (if Jan ever lets me back on cause I’ve been hoggin her comp for like an hour) lol I hope I didn’t bore you all with my huge story! BYE! Oh and if anyone wants to talk to me and hear more about Mel or anyone I would love to talk! K BYE AGAIN!

Jessi