That is right, I am approaching my second trimester. I can see the sun over the horizon. Hopefully this dreadful nausea will be gone before I know it. I don’t want to speak too soon, I know it could stick around, but please Lord let this leave me! I need to get back to being a productive member of society again. I have a husband and daughter who miss me and want me to start cleaning their rooms and making their meals again.
Thank you for listening.
I had another appointment with my mid-wife last week (did I mention I switched Dr. ? Later post.). Things are looking pretty normal. In case you were wondering, it looks as if there is only one baby in there. I am relieved, though, it would be nice to knock two out at once. I don’t really like being pregnant. I don’t hate it and I’m sure it will get better but it is NOT fun right now. No sir.
Can you believe that I have only gained 1 pound in 11 weeks?! What the crap? All I eat is fast food and sugar. Cereal and Ice cream. In fact, last week I ate two entire packs of Little Debbie Nutty Bars in a row. One right after another. I could have kept going if my conscious didn’t step in and tell me to hide them. How in the world is this possible? 1 pound? The only rationale I can think of is that all my lying around has caused me to lose muscle mass so the fat (which weighs less than muscle) has just been filling in the holes where muscle used to be. Oh how I miss you tight butt. Sorry.
I am usually not thankful for my Iphone (it is so distracting and keeps me completely controlled by its amazingness) but I was able to record the heartbeat of the baby so that Lucy and Ryan could hear it when I got home. I love it. I can play it over and over to remind myself that all this trouble is due to a beautiful little baby developing inside of me. I also am hoping that hearing this will help make it a little bit more real for Lucy as well.
I am having really crazy and vivid dreams. I don’t really sleep at night, I am dreaming like there is no tomorrow. This is really annoying. Anyone have any tips to stop it? I don’t eat spicy food.
I’m getting a bump. It is a mushy one, but it is coming. My uterus is growing and pushing everything up so it is really just all of my organs sticking out. Either way it is the in between maternity shirts and regular shirts belly. The you have to wear baggy shirts or people are just going to think you have gained some weight belly.
I hope that this whole post was not in gibberish because my brain feels empty.





















