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Holy Bad Day

Today, has been a hard day. Think, “if I wasn’t in a public place right now someone would be really hurt” kind of a day. Fo realz. Half serious. Thank goodness I was in public. It has been some time since I have had one of these. My blood pressure is still boiling. I can understand howContinue reading “Holy Bad Day”

Abram: One Month

I know I am going a little out-of-order since I still haven’t written about my birth story but I wanted to get this in before I forget. And, I only have a few minutes to write, the other story will take me a lot longer to write. It’s a good one! lol So, my babyContinue reading “Abram: One Month”

Abram: 39 Weeks

I’m ready for you buddy, feel free to come at any time!!! I have felt the BEST I have felt this entire pregnancy the past two weeks. I have not been sick from food or emotional or exhausted… I feel like a whole new person. Dare I say I am even sleeping somewhat comfortably! IContinue reading “Abram: 39 Weeks”

Bamalama

I’m hormonal. I’m grumpy, irritable, emotional, judgemental, guilty, lonely, tired, stressed, anxious and blessed all at the same time. I just want to curl up on someone else’s bed and vent/cry over stupid things. I want to say “what is wrong with me?!!” but I know the answer, I’m 37 weeks pregnant and this is normal.Continue reading “Bamalama”

27 Candles

I think this is the year that my hair will start turning gray. I WILL be motivated to not just work off my baby weight but to get toned. Amen. Stretch marks… doesn’t everyone have them at this age? I WILL eat lots of Ice Cream because it is amazing. Happy Birthday to me. WhatContinue reading “27 Candles”

The Little Things

It is the little things that Ryan does that really displays his love for me. Sure, it is nice to hear the words “I love you” every now and then but when he does something that I know he is only doing because it will help me or because I like it, that is when IContinue reading “The Little Things”

if i died tomorrow…

If I died tomorrow I would have a very long list of “things I want to do before I die”. I have a completely irrational fear of death. I guess it isn’t really irrational because it really could happen at any second, but I actually think I am going to die at any second. IsContinue reading “if i died tomorrow…”